Wednesday, March 30, 2011

3rd Quarter Poems

I pulled aside misconceptions
as a curtain of deceptions
And saw the light.
I took away temptation
like a blindfold from salvation
and found my sight.
I looked with great elation
at the grave of devastation
and I felt life.
And as an acclamation
turn from condemnation
for His delight.
And through this transformation
I see Your illustration
of abundant life.
And God I'm Your creation
we're called to celebration
with our new sight.







Second Poem- Retreat Paragraph Style Poem

Cattail hands reaching in the valley of death. Arms link; rope bridges to repentance. Sobs heave abandoning rhythm; Sounds like the book of life. Mighty thunder from above blinds us from the swamp beneath our feet, who wander here below. One too many shadows blink and flicker, there to trick, there to lie. In the valley of twisted truth, of every days' deceit, far beneath the heavens, I fear no evil. You walk with me through those who walk together for You.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

This city now doth, like a garment......

"Earth has not anything to show more fair:
Dull would he be of soul who could pass by
A sight so touching in its majesty:
This city now doth, like a garment, wear
The beauty of the morning; silent, bare,
Ships, towers, domes, theatres and temples lie
Open unto the fields and to the sky;
All bright and glittering in the smokeless air. "
William Wordsworth


Monday, March 14, 2011

Tumblr

Tumblr is a website I use for another outlet of inspiration. Feel free to check mine out. I use it for more a of an accumulation of short quotes and meaningful photography. My blog on Tumblr is themed around urban life. The title is Someday in the City.
Enjoy!

Ideas and Notes, Input Appreciated

Okay so this is some notes i wrote about a Character macy that im creating under the premise I did in class: a girl who is under a lot of pressure, gives way to her OCD--- creepy, but i think i may really have something here.

so here are some first draft attempts and some notes. I was hoping some of this could be a group effort.


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Macy ascended the stairs, the weight of her bags coaxing her backwards. She never seemed to notice that she was tired, weary as she was. Somewhere along the way routine numbed out exhaustion and was further curtained by the success that always followed her diligence. When she reached her room opened the door, entering her pristine hiding place. She closed the door very deliberately and let her bags slide of her shoulders by her desk. It was six thirty, and Macy had just got home from pre-season lacrosse. Sitting down at her piano, she began to play, as she did for an hour every night before starting homework. Back straight, fingers slightly curved, she began to play a piece by Handel, which she though rather boring, but she played anyway, for that was what she did every day at 6:30.
Perhaps she was right though, Macy was a girl of extreme talent. There isn’t a piece of classical piano music that she couldn’t master. She may have been beyond the classics.

***a few weeks later as the pressure builds
Macy’s collared uniform shirt was half tucked in; her skirt lay uneven on her waist. There were circles under her eyes and her usually tight bun drooped towards the nape of her neck. With a slight careen in her step Macy pulled open the door and closed it behind her; keeping her hand on the knob for a few seconds to reassure herself.
She pulled out the piano bench sat. Staring at the keys, it took a minute for her know what to play. A counterfeit smile curved upon her face as she reached for a music book that she had not opened for sometime.
Turning to Gaspard de la Nuit by Maurice Ravel, she began.
She seemed to draw the breath from the piano itself. Her fingers flew and leapt around C major, as if to entice. Her hands seemed to be one fantastic trick of the light. Slouched over the keys, Macy played in the night. Her fingers were no longer a part of her body, but a line of waltzing spiders attacking the ivory. Macy felt nothing.


Notes:
Starts playing Handel
Later in story plays Maurice ravel
Rooms gets cluttered
Dreams about door
Nightmare about college




advice would be appreciated!




Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Thrid Quater poem 2, retreat paragraph style poem

Cattail hands reaching in the valley of death. Arms link; rope bridges to repentance. Sobs heave abandoning rhythm; Sounds like the book of life. Mighty thunder from above blinds us from the swamp beneath our feet, who wander here below. One too many shadows blink and flicker, there to trick, there to lie. In the valley of twisted truth, of every days' deceit, far beneath the heavens, I fear no evil. You walk with me through those who walk together for You.

Monday, January 10, 2011

at the beach without you

You fell through my fingers as
sand.
I had you for a
sweet sun
kissed
wave-beaten
second.
The you fell through
the cracks

of the Jetty.
In the cold,
barefooted,
long-sleeved
hop from
rock
to rock.
We sit and
stare
and stir.

Seaweed- wrapping,
twisting,
gripping-
Had a better
slippery grip
on you,
And our slippery
steps,
with slippery feet
took dry cracked
caution
at the beach
without you-
Did you know I fell?

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Really Long Rant Poem Thing That I Just Had to Get off my Chest

I fell asleep to flowered wallpaper,
I fell asleep on that twin bed
to the music of a big room
the music of
of her flute,
my sisters piano downstairs.

I never slept
when the parking lot,
outside my window was plowed.
The sheet of white innocence
iced in yellow light.
I never slept
when the heaters creaked, when
the big house stretched her limbs.

I always danced
down the long long
halls,
under that chandelier,
bathed in childhood.
Oblivious to my very own bliss.

I always stared,
at that reservoir
across the road.
I always sat on my dandelion hill
or I sat in my tree,
I let the lilacs
the strawberries,
the daffodils,
the violets
raise me.

In a sunflower house,
in the tall grass,
Ive never known anything else.

I never knew,
the sun falls so differently
burns you differently
when you're somewhere else.

I never knew
there were people somewhere that
didn't know how to get to dandelion hill
and that didn't know how long I spent
in that tree,
in that garden.

They didn't fall asleep to my floral walls
and didn't know that all those details
were so important to me.

And one beautiful day we were gone,
and so were all the people
who did know.

Unrequited

I bet it was a night that said
Stay here with me
forever.
I bet her eyes looked nice
on that lake.
I bet you fell in love
on the water.
Like I always dreamed.

I know shes beautiful
everyone knows it.
I bet shes broken some hearts.
I bet the summer air
and her starlit dances
compelled you
to fall the way you did.
To fall the way she did.
I would have too.

I bet its just time and place.
I bet you and I were never meant to
criss cross
our paths.
I bet
You and her
had the moonlight
knit your hearts together.
The whole world on your side
for this,
someone to appreciate you,
to appreciate each other.
I bet you're
meant to be.

I bet your heart
just about exploded that night.
So far away from home,
and so close to it
for the first time.


They say we will have our day
but I bet that if we did
I'd see that summer in your eyes,
but she cant dance with both of us
and I bet she can dance a long time.

I bet she loves you alright
makes you happy,
and I bet your satisfied.
I bet you played her guitar,
I bet she thought of you all night
you fell fast didnt you?
She did,
I would have,
I did.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Jose

Jose you were hide and seek
and peek a boo
You were a lap for me
always on my side.
You were that big blue quilt
and I don't forget
how I woke you up
those nightmare nights
and how you didn't even hesitate,
to let me under the covers,
And tell me about those princesses.

And that old house feels like a castle these days,
And on the rainy days
You and I were shut inside.
That fort in the living room
the cushions,
the blankets.
The elegant couches,
completely perplexed at the playfulness.
You never made those forts the right way
But that never mattered to me at all.

Jose you were on the football team
and all those cheerleaders you brought home
who mattered to you,
who smiled at me, as I stood on the bleachers of your school,
because they knew I was yours,
I remember all their names, Jose.

You were on the field Jose,
and I sat and watched
and told everyone around
"see him, number 52?"
that you were mine.
and they smiled right back at me.

And now, even today, like always before
when you wrap your arms around me
and I see our skin tones clash so dramatically
Do you know what I think?
Nothing.

I leave you with these words:

Bravery and fearlessness are two completely different things